Guess what actually i have think quite carefully and quite alot alr. I have alr think it thoroughly, actually i cry everyday sad everyday mood less everyday with problem about is Albert coming back or not and listen to other no future people giving comment about it, i think its very or can say it rather stupid. Well, is he coming back or not he know i know that's what i can say. Ask myself do i love him? Yes, of cos i do love Albert. Oh Really? and why I love him I get affected by others comment? Isn't it i am like a fucking ass idiot? This show that I don't trust him isn't it? How can I? Even if he's not coming back i respect his decision. Eventually, Nepal is his hometown, his family and friends are all over there. Am i right? I can't be too selfish right? I love him i must trust him believe him have faith in him and seeing him happy. Lets wait for the time to come, like brother said in a relationship it doesn't have to last long, it's that do you feel happy during this period of time being with your this love one? If yes then must be contented with it, and if both can last long mean its a bonus from god. So if he comes back its a bonus for me from god, if not we can still be friends. Dear is right we cant because of loving each other, used up too much time on this relationship and scarifies our career there's long way to go, just treat it as a very normal relationship not to be too obsessive. I had alr promise him to study hard and do well in my o's. He is really a very very nice boyfriend of mine, he never failed to ask me to take care of myself and most important remind me to study hard. He will keep on repeating but i love listening x) He had alr come out to the society to work that's why he know that education is important for my future. Well, if i dont study he will not talk to me and dont care about me ): See nowadays all those people concentrate more in love, i am not saying i am not but i am starting to look wider to the world, pehaps my brothers boyfriend and friends are working now. So i really do care about my future. Well Dear Sweetheart will stay happy from today onward. All The Best To Myself. God Bless Me<3
I LOVE DEAR(Albert Amatya).<3
